I don’t want another man. I can’t just forget about him. It’s been over a month but I still can’t stop crying. The only thing that will make me happy is to be back in his arms hearing him tell me he loves me, but that will NEVER happen. So really I just want to die. Jeszen you mean the world to me, you always have and you always will. But I know I mean nothing to you and I’ll never be able to change that. So I’ll just leave the earth so I can stop whining about you and annoying people.

I can’t fuckin do this anymore. I honestly wish I was dead.

Omg the cyattie bitch said she liked my dress :’) ;$$ ! Stupid teachers said it’s too short. They’re just jealous.

Wow this guy I ALWAYS give money to is having a party and he didn’t even invite me -_____- ! this is why I don’t do favors for ppl no more.